Episode 4 - Dilemma & Current Addiction

have u ever been unsure of what u want?

like, if u should go ahead and try something..

not sure if u should give it a shot..

but if u do..u might regret it in someway..

things could turn out d way u want it to be..or juz d opposite..

this kind of things really make u go crazy at times..

right now..i freakin hate d word "regret"

how i wished this word doesnt exist..

without it..

i wouldnt be in this dilemma..

regret of doing it..but then again..regret if i didnt give it a try..

when this kind of problems reveals itself..

i dont know what to do..dont know who to talk to..

all i know is..to listen to music..

to me..some musics and their lyrics are from life experiences..

what ppl have been tru..and how they express their thoughts and feelings..

in a very creative way..hehe..

one of the songs i like is a song by the Bee Gees,

but Adam Lambert (American Idol 09) give it his twist..

which made d song a whole lot nicer.. *my opinion*

d lyrics are meaningful and have great expression of feelings..

it goes a lil' something like this...

Don't Know Why I Am Surviving Every Lonely Day

When There Is Got To Be No Chance For Me

My Life Would End And It Does Not Matter How I Cry

My Tears Of Love Are A Waste Of Time

If I Turn Away Am I Strong Enough To See It Through

Go Crazy Is What I Will Do

If I Can Not Have U, I Do Not Want Nobodi Baby

If I Can Not Have U, I Can Not Have U

I Don't Want Nobody Baby, If I Can't Have U

Can Not Let Go And It Doesn't Matter How I Try

I Gave It All So Easily To U

My LoveTo Dreams That Never Will Come True

Am I Strong Enough To See It Through

Go Crazy Is What I Will Do

another song that i am currently addicted..

is a song by Rascal Flatts, What Hurts The Most *entry song of my blog*..

this song is again re-sang by Danny Gokey (American Idol 09)

its a super nice song..

Adam Lambert and Danny Gokey are my 2 favs to be in the American Idol Finals..

let's see if my 6th sense serves me right..hehehe