Episode 22 - I Felt A Pull

last night,
OY and WF came over for dinner..
they were bz with assignments..so..
d house decided to invite them for dinner...
after dinner..they stayed over to chit chat..
till about 2/3am..
OY "beh tahan"..slept in my room...
ON MY BED!! IN MY BLANKET !!! ON MY PILLOW !!!
so..I...TERPAKSA sleep on d floor~~~
on my super nice mattress *a cloth basically*

today woke up at around 9ish..
Saw her already awake..
and haven left for work..
so kinda know she got d text i sent..
i went back to sleep..Lol...
woke up again at around 10am..
she was there making breakie with Sim..
Sim prepared pancakes for d ladies..
Abi prepared sandwiches
this time it was tuna with avocado..
err avacado..taste.........ok la..still acceptable..hehehe =P

i went back to sleep again..
she woke up me up at 10.30am..
with a "rushed, hurried, panicky" voice..
"Eh Aaron..faster wake up larh...10.30 edi ler..."
i woke..brushed my teeth..
and off to send her to work..
*asked me not to drive so fast tim..i also dunno wads d rush.. =.=*

came home..had d sandwich breakie..
and went to lab for abit..for a couple of hours..
after lab..i came home..waited for time to reach 6.30..
fell asleep on d bed..hehehe..
Steph woke me up..
"eh..u all no need go gym edi la...sleep sleep sleep.."
i looked at d time..it was only 6.30...i delayed it till 6.45..hehhe..
again she woke us up..this time at 6.45...
"late edi la u all..no need go liao la..."
we got ready and off to gym..
played an hour of full court game with shankar and his gang..
fun..tiring tho..

after bball,
picked OY, WF and Wyane for dinner at HJ..
after dinner...i came back to d lab..
OY andWF came back to uni to continue their assignments..
i'm still in Uni..
feeling tired and fatigue..
my thigs are killing me..
kinda sore and numb..i dont know y..
must have over stretched it *according to WeiFun*

anyways...till here..
nights..

Episode 21 - B.E.A.U.TIFUL

just gonna do some catch ups from where i left off..

nth much really happened...
juz a couple of late nights..
trying to help WeiMing with his assignments and stuff..
also with my lab work..
this week has been like..
really late nights and early morning..hehehe

wednesday..
i went to lab as usual..
did lab work till about the evening and went home..
then i went back agian during the night to continue on my work..
we had already planned for basketball the next morning at 7am..
so..i had to get up at 5.30 d next morning and do my work ..
so that i could make it for the 7am game..

thursday..
woke up at 5.30..reached lab at 6..
did work for about an hour..
and had to incubate it for 5 hours..
after bball..i went back to lab to check on my work..
Louise (lab Staff) came up to me and asked :
"what time did u get off ftom lab last night?6am?"
i thought to myself..good chance to show tat i am hardowrking..lol
i was like..
"yea sort of...why?"
"thats crazy..its dangerous..whydid u stay up so late?" - Louise
"coz i did have internet at home and i'd tot i'd do some reading as well.."
Lolz..
it was all juz a fake actually..Lolz

yesterday tho..
i skipped lab for a day..
coz Louise asked me to rest it up..
so i literally took her word for it..
hehehe..
woke up at around 12.30 noon..
breakfast was already prepared on d table..
Abigail..thanks yea..
showered..and got ready..
gonna join Abigail for some guest lecture about nursing..
drop by uni to help WeiFun with her work abit..
then at abouit 2.30..went to meet with Abigail..
d lecture started at 3 till4..
i must say..
i was rather interesting..
wasnt those formal lectures..
juz interacting with one another..
kinda had d feeling i was d only 38 one there..

after lecture..
we went down to woolies..
my turn to prepare dinner..
so had to get some ingredients for d meal..
i ..well..We prepared ..
sort of like Cheese Baked Rice..
with Brocolli and Carrots at the side..
wasnt really satisfied with d taste..but anyhow..
thats what we got..lolz..

today was yet another tiring day..
dont know y i get tired and tafigue pretty easily nowadays..
and would take me days to get rejuvenated agian..
arh~
played bball..
and today..i went for ear piercing..
again! lolz..
suddenly feel "hiao" so went to do it.hehehe..
Sim, Stepf,Abi, Weifun and I
we all went down to Glendale and did some grocery shopping..

after that send Abi to work..
and we're all in the uni using d com..hehehe..
web surfing..WeiFun and Steph are assignmenting..hehehe..
poor them~~~ ^^

so yea thats about it..

29/05 - a day that i would remember..
first day of me actually being alone with ***
more to come pls~~~
pray pray..
hope this would never ever end..
wuuhooo~~

Episode 20 - Sakitnyer..

left off on monday..
nothing out of the ordinary..
lab..went off early..played bball with some friends and housemates..

oh yeah..
remembered i said i had to be more physical in my games..
i asked my housemates to be as physical as they could on me..
shoving, pushing, fouling..and all that..

we had a rather intense game..
went all out ..tried to get used to the contacts and roughness of the game..
must say...it sure was fun..hehehe..

today........

i was woken up by WeiFun..at 7am..
she thought i wanted to wake up at 7am...
i dont know what gave her the idea..
she called..
i picked up my phone..
she "blah" off..
*couldnt really recall what she said*
i answered.."ok..nevermind.." *hung up*
went back to sleep..
got up at 8.45am..
I HAD A MEETING AT 9AM !!!!
quickly jump off d bed..
"OUCH~!!"
back was aching..sooo sore..
arms were numb too..
must have been d all-out-contact game we had..
nevermind that..
brush my tooth..
literally a tooth..
changed and rushed to lab..

made it in time..just in time..phew~
*sigh of relief*
did abit of lab work..
and ahd to wait till 3pm..
someone booked d machine i was gonna use till 3pm..
which means..

i had some time to kill..~~ >.<
i went home..and oh yea..

my guitar arrived..
one that i got off ebay..hehehe..
will try to get d pic upload soon..
practiced a few songs..
for about an hour or so..
and went back to lab to use d machine..

had dinner with Abi, Steph and Sim..
Lemon Chick, Cauliflower, Tofu and Omellete..

after dinner..
am here back in d lab to continue some more work..
hopefully i'll finish soon..
getting sleepy already..
lolz..

Episode 19 - It Alls Comes Down To This

today i had the uni games training session..
for 2 hours..
we had a game of non stop scrimmage..
i played 50 minutes..
and ended up with 8 points..and a few others..

when playing with the guys..
i was just being pushed around, man-handled..
i could hardly get rebounds..
all i could do was run the fast breaks..
and try to make good passes to the post,
or set up perimeter shooters..

realized that..
i was just not strong enough to play with the other guys..
i was physical enough and calm enough..
i cant do anything about being calm on the court..
what i could work on now is the physical aspects of my game..
i need to get stronger, faster and quicker..

with my height and size disadvantage..
could only rely on my agility to help the team..
would also need to build up stamina..

this few are the things that i would need to work on..
to really help the team..

we were split into 2 teams today..
i was in d 2nd..
and knowing all of my team-mates..
we dont have enough players that are fast or quick..
they're all big and tall and all..
to me, they could lack speed and quickness..

thats y i need to step up ma game ..
and bring abit of agility and quickness to the team..
hopefully..i could..

its hard work from here on out..

eating healthy (hopefully)
and all out training..

Uni Games..!!!!this is what all the hard work is for baby~~

Episode 18 - PussyCat In Da House !

sry for the delay in blog updates..
internet at home been down for d last couple of days..
so ..couldnt do anything much..

i try to get back from where i left off..

lets start from thursday (21-05)

went to lab as usual..
came home rather early for a game of bball..
hehehe..
after bball...
went to pick WeiFun from her placement at Wallsend..

while driving..i was trying to keep a look-out for her..
without realizing..i drove up the curb..
i quickly turn and get ack on the road..
and when i did tat..
d front right im of d tyre.. CAME OFF !!
i saw d rim rolling side by side with d car...lolz~
i was like.."wad the hell is tat.....Oh SHIT !!"

i got WeiFun first then turn back to get d rim..hehehe
put it back on d tyre..and drove to Broadmedow..
went to check out d concert venue..

after tat..
we all went home to shower and waited til 7.30pm..

ZhenJie, YeongLee and ChinLing meet up at ma place..
and we then went to pick up some more friends..
WeiFun, Michelle, Andy and Jeremy..
and made our way to Newcastle Entertainment Centre..

it was the Pussycat Dolls Concert !! Doll Domination...

this concert had a guest performace from Lady Gaga too~~~~

so i'll let d pics tell d story..

a photo is worth a million words..

*which i dont know how to describe*

IT WAS SIMPLY AMAZING~~~

please dont stop the music~~lol

Friday (22-05)

i woke up pretty late on this day..

i slept at 3am and woke up at 3pm..lolz..

after an hour..i went to play ball..

*i know...i'm a bball fanatic*

*basketball is life..the rest are just details*

after bball..

went to had dinner with OiYin and WeiFun

LoneStar steak house @ Glendale..

Pretty good..

i liked their cheese fries..kinda special..

it poured cat and dogs tat night..

we went home and WeiMan used to car to catch a movie..

he brought with him HaeYoung and Yue (HaeYoung's Friend)

Night At The Museum 2..

and I ended d night there

Today (23-05)

WeiFun, OiYin, ChinLing and I MAde a trip down to sydney..

blardy hell..had to wake up freaking early..

woke up at 730am..after tat..i only knew tat..most of them are not awake yet =.=

we left for sydney at around 830am..

stop by half way at Mcd for a breakie..

most right corner cashier...caught me eye..lolz..

kinda forgot her name..hopefully..will drop by that Mcd Soon enuff..lol..

after a quick breakie..continued d drive to sydney..

reach sydney at around 11ish..

followed d gals for shopping..

bought a shirt from Cotton On..and also a few pair of ear-rings..lol

am planning to get ear peircing again..lol..

when we were about to head back to the car..

it started to pour again..

again...drenched in rain..celaka~~

we reached back Newcastle at about 6ishpm..

again..

i was rushing for bball with Sim and d gals..

had a blast...

bball moment filled with laughter...

dinner was at OiYin's place..

IndoMee Goreng, Whole Chicken..and salad..with dressing that are not known off..

here i'm stuck blogging

pretty tired and time to go off..

chaoz..

Episode 17 - It Goes On

just one in many..
another early morning..welcomes me..
started at 7am..
was responsible for a morning call to WeiFun
gave her a shout *figure of speech. not literally shout ah..*
and went back to bed for another hour..
which passed relatively quickly..

literally drag myself off d bed..
to the bathroom..showered...

FREAKING COLD..

reached uni at around 9am..

sad to say,
another day of spots..
i had d remaining 3 samples to deal with..
so..
quickly got on with it..
full Speed ahead..

till my luck ran out..

d whole computer just shit itself..
restarted on it own..
apparently..it was over heated..
and d first word that came to mind was...
"celaka.." followed by "wad the f@#k.."

abit upset..all d hard work gone in a blink of an eye..
head home straight..
decided to get a game of bball...
to let out d anger inside..lolz..
again..another good game..

after bball,
showered and rested my legs abit..
still sore..
and off to uni again to continue with d spots..
till about 9.30pm..

gonna head home and have dinner left for me by my wonderful housemates..
cant wait to get my hands on those dishes...lolz..

chaoz..

yummy time..

Episode 16 - Being in d Present, Living in d Past

day started off slow,
not busy at all..
used almost my whole morning waiting..
everything was going slow..
easy going, nth much..

till about 3pm..
my samples were all run..
and results started to come up..
and i had 6 samples altogether..
they look something like this via a computer software
this software is called Decyder..


so,
my job was to scan all those spots..
comparing among the 6 samples..
to see which spots are absent and present
mainly focusing on peptides that are present..

from 3pm..
began analyzing the spots..
till about 5.30pm..only had 1 sample done..

took a break and went to Subway for dinner..
together with Wayne, WeiFun and Oiyin..
after dinner..
continued with my work on d spots..

till now.. 11pm..
i only managed to finish doing 3 samples..
getting tired..
think i'll stop analyzing it here..
continue it tomorrow..

my concept of improving oneself is firstly by self realization,

its tru self realization that u really learn..
u truly feel wad ur mistakes are..
and tru that, u willingly change for the better..

but y all this while..
i've been trying to change..
something that i know i shud change..
but actions are easier said that done..
for as long as i can remember..
since d day i said i would change this mistake of mine..
till today..i still couldnt..why?? why is it so hard??
is it coz of attention, pride? both i think i dun need..
to me, i dun let my pride stand in my way..
and i dun want attention..

susah ni~~
juz today,
i again kinda lost my temper..
although i didnt show,
but i'm sure they could sense it..
i lost it..totally lost it..
for no good reason at all..

luckily i am in d lab..
i could be alone..and not have to fake a smile..
Steph's advice is always on my mind..
d only thing that i could use to help ease my "anger"
aiyo..type d word anger also i angry at myself edi..
shit man~~
y do i lose it...fuck man..

Happy-Go-Lucky

sometimes..
i really feel i have reach a dead end where i cannot help myself..
i know its not right to turn to You now..
only when i am in need..
i have decided to turn to You Lord for guidance..
i pray that you could show me d right path to take..
lead me, guide me and Walk with me..
everyday in my life..
it is now that i need You more than any other time..
I know that You have never left me..
it is me who have departed far from You..
i ask for Your forgiveness..
and i confess all my sins..
In Your Holy Name i Pray,
Amen

Episode 15 - Fatigue

late night,

early morning,

results in..

a day like this..

SLEEPY !!

slept at around 4am last night..

*thought of keeping company*

but apprently,

i think i slept d earliest..

Lolz..

woke up today at 10am..

Abigail was already there..making breakfast..

quickly went to wash up..

hoping to lend her a helping hand..

only to know..d breakfast was for d house..

*i must have looked like i was hungry* =.=

i call this.. Yin Yong Sandwich..

Half Egg Mayo Half Cheesy Ham

sounds catchy ey~ Lol

Sent Abi to work at around 10.30am..

manage to talk abit..

*hope could talk more like we did*

she had to fake sick..

for not going to work yesterday..

slight fever and sore throat..

after sending her to work..

showered, and had my wonderful breakie..

Yin Yong Sandwich with Choc Milk..Yum~~

breakfast..most important meal of d day..

eating breakie while watching some nba vids..

getting into the moment of basketball..

*playing bball at 12noon*

went for bball...

only 4 of us turned out..

Sim, Andrew, ZhenJie and I (aaron)..

so had a playoff series of 7 games..7 points each

Faulkner Cres (Sim & Aaron) vs JB Zhai (Andrew & Zhen Jie)..

Sim and Aaron were suffering from fatigue of previous games..

sore legs and wrists..

which may affect their game and overall performace..

but..

both are used to playing tru pain and injuries

Faulkner Cres manage to hold a 2-0 series lead..

until andrew of JB Zhai exploded for a career high in scoring..

which tied d series of 2-2..

d score was tied 6-6..andrew went up for a pull-up jumper..

Sim manage to reject d shot, which gave the team d W

Faulkner Cres manage to regain d lead..3-2..

which would then again be tied at 3 a piece..

d series would turn into a final game 7..

with sheer determination,

Sim and Aaron pull a big lead in d opening of d game..

4-0..

which would eventually end in 7-2..

Lolz..

we went home at around 3pm..

showered and had some snacks..

together with Steph and Abi..

fries, wedges and nuggets..

something to keep ur tummies full till dinner..

chit chat-ed for abit..

then i started to turn sleepy..

went in d room..layed abit..fell alseep..

as planned...Lolz

woke up at around 7pm..

again, felt d urge to eat..

so called wayne, weifun and oiyin for dinner..

KFC it was..

after dinner,

came home and continued helping Haeyoung with her essay..

editing bits and pieces..

Steph brought along my sexy glass again..

this time filled with longan..

Lo Han Guo..

another refreshing drink..

till now..juz finished..

ps: ZhenJie..pay my medical fees..keep injuring me dunno for wad~~~

later i break ur ankle again ah~~!~!~!~! Lolz..

Episode 14 - Just Trying

woke up for breakfast today..
havent had a breakie for a long long time..
so joined Weifun, OiYin andChinLing for breakie..
At Goldberg..

Had a Big Brekfast..
filled with Eggs, mushrooms, toasts and sausages..
ans I was stuffed to d max..
i was so stuffed tat it was d first time,
i wanted to go toilet right after eating..
hehehee..
as if it was filled to d brim..lolz..
*will try to get pics in a later post*

reached home around noon time..
slacked d whole day..
come to think of it..
i do not know how i manage to pass time today..
noon till 6pm..

i went for an our of bballin' at 6pm..
with WeiMan, Sim and ZhenJie...
played abit..as court was fully booked..
darn it!

after bballin'
went to woolies..
WM and HY wanted to get some groceries..
came home around 9pm..

prepared dinner..
instant noodles - vegetarian style..
well, maybe a piece or 2 of wicked wings..hehehe
they're juz so irresistable..

and also..
i finially finish my Prison Break.
well maybe not d whole thing..
but of wad i have..
am yet to try to get my hands on d rest of it..Lolz

and also,
i have confirmed my place with the uni games..
m still tryingt to get hold of d person in charge..
so could get things a lil more confirmation..
its in July,
cant wait for it..
cant wait to see what its like..
really gonna be an eye opener !!

3am..

am still here..trying to be awake as much as i can..

wanna keep u company..

but somehow..

i dont know how to do it..

all i'm doing is just by staying awake as much i can..

hopefully..u'll feel not alone..

*but others are also awake too..so..doesnt matter much ey?*

trying..

and juz let time do its thing..

really feel so insignificant ler..
sien dao~~Lol..
Happy-Go-Lucky..
always remind myself..
this is who i am..
and who i will be..^^

Episode 13 - Fantabulous

day at the lab was short today..

think i spent about 1 1/2 hours only..

had to leave d samples overnight..

so..get to go home early..


reached home around 11.30am..

promised Sim and others for bball...

left for bball at 12 noon...

would rate today's performance.. 8/10? 9/10?

hehehe..


had a pretty good game today..
was on my form..

able to make some shots..

so..literally shot till my wrist got sore..




we played for 4 hours..

got home by 4pm..


reached home..
showered and cooked pasta..

over-estimate AGAIN..

this time..REALLY OVER-ESTIMATE..

couldnt even finish half of the portion..

so..had to keep them..


after awhile..
promised Steph that i'd join them for dinner too..

another bowl of rice..

but only managed to finish half of it..

d food was great..

but i could stuff anymore in..


*sorry ah steph..toooo full la...hehehe..next time?*


about 6pm..OiYin called..

and we all went to Woolies..

michz, WeiFun and Oiyin..
they did a lil bit of grocery shopping..

michz got herself a window shield..

sort of like a curtain..


after groceries,

WeiFun and Oiyin hadnt had their dinner

so...

I OFFERED THEM MY PASTA..

WuuHoo~~

they managed to get most of it done..

*still left bit in d fridge now..*


after tat..

went for Angels and Demons..

a follow up Da Vinci Code..


kinda nice..but..

as expected..confusing..

hehehehe

would probably need to read d book..

which i am planning to get..hehehe


so after d movies..

i m home..

blogging..


1 thing i wanna share..

d tryout for the Uni team..

i got in !!! WuuHoo~~

got d email yesterday..

was estatic!! couldnt believe me eyes...hehehe
got this email for the d guy who did d scouting..

so..

i m planning to go along with this trip to Bathrust..ehehe..

may cost abit..but..

i think its worth d experience..Lolz

we'll see how it go..

*fingers crossed*

Episode 12 - Anxious & Nervous

Day started out early..
woke up at 8am..

presentations started at 9am..
it was divided into 4 sessions..4 presenters each..
I..was in the last session..but d 1st presenter..
dunno shud be happy or wad..

listen to every presentations..
anxiously waiting for my turn to come..

wasnt really nervous throughout d whole morning..
juz relaxing, chilling out in d room..
*it was/is still freaking cold today*

when it came to d 3rd session..
my nerves started to get d best of me..
i was freezzing, shiverring,...
i didnt know i was nervous ..
or did d room juz turn cold a notch..

so d 4th session began..
"this session is filled with exciting topics, being presented by interesting students.."
"and 1st up is Aaron Shak..*applauds*"

i went up..
greeted..
and blasted away..
making sure i had pronouce every word correctly..
not stutter..
and not show that i was nervous..
*dont think i did a good job*

i was nervous, i did stutter on a couple of words..
but..
everyone seemed to understand...

when i was done with d presentation,
d floor was open for questions..
few questions came bombarded my way..

"why, what, how, when?"
WALAU~~
there was this 1 reviewer,
it wasnt her turn to be reviewing..
but she was there..
i came to know..she was d one who reviewed by essay..
and had left comments.. >.<

she was there for my speech..
and also fired d most questions..
*i think she juz wanted to wait for my presentation*
she was like..
smiling while asking..
as if she was having a good time..

but,
i did manage to answer the questions thrown my way..
how well i answered them..i m not sure..hehehe

met up with my supervisor (he was there too)
asked him how did i do..
he said.."i think u did well, probably abit of nerves..but..u did good.."
i was..
i didnt know what i felt..
didnt expect him to give such comments..
well..am not complaining now..Lolz..

after that..went home..
changed and went to Woolies..
met up with Sim, Steph and Abi there..
did ALOT of grocery shopping..
spent like AUD210..Lolz..
*stacking up food for draught i think*
hehehe..

after groceries..
drove to get some Dominoes..
bought 7 pizzas..to be shared..hehehe..
a hell of a meal..
i was starving d whole day..
finally..get to fill this empty well..hahaha..
WeiFun, OiYin and Michelle joined too..

chit chatted for a bit..
and after they left..
i am here to update..
tired..been listening to presentations for d whole day..
mentally expired..

nights~

Episode 11 - Mum

This here goes out to all the mums in the world..mine in particular..





God made a wonderful mother,
A mother who never grows old;

*still sandboarding at her age !!!*



He made her smile of the sunshine,
And He moulded her heart of pure gold;
In her eyes He placed bright shining stars,
In her cheeks fair roses you see;
God made a wonderful mother,
And He gave that dear mother to me.




The reason God created Mothers is because :

God could not be everywhere and therefore He made mothers.

*my mum was there, when i was on a desert, well sort of*

When growing up,

I faced with all kinds of problems,

getting into fights,*occasionally*

detention *definitely*

Results *=x*

But,

Mum you were there through everything,

Through the good and bad,

Thank you for being there,

And sorry for the times I made you mad.

although there were times i was mad at you,

and you were also mad at me,

but i know,

The heart of a mother is a deep abyss at the bottom of which I will always find forgiveness

*should forgive me ba...i graduated eh..Lolz~*

And now,

i'm far away,

from you and family,

missing u so badly,

every passing day,

Another year gone by,

And I still miss you so,

love remains with me,

Everywhere I go.

And all I want to say,
amongst all these words i wrote,
is that,




To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world





although now u know how much i love you,
how much i miss and care,
didnt manage to get u anything,
i have a good reason ok..*hehehe*





No gift to your mother can ever equal her gift to you - life




so i did not manage to get you something..it can never equal what u have given me..



MUACKS~~


Happy Mother's Day

-I Love You-
XOXOXO

Episode 10 - D Ol' Me

another early day,
another day of lab,
but half day~~!! hehee

did a half day of lab work,
practiced my presentation,
and off to bball...
rushed like mad-man..
everything was packed so tightly..
i mean d timing of everything..

played few games of bball..
Sim, WM, I and some Thai guy..
Thai guy with some funny crazy moves..
to me..
he thinks he's cool and all..
But
he's not la..super funny la..
Lan Yao Yeng..Lolz

after bball..
Sim said have dinner together..
so didnt want to stuff maself..
had 2 oranges..

dinner at 6pm..early dinner~~
korean curry
chicken, carrot, cauliflower, onions, long beans, potatoes..
stuffed~~

after dinner..
Steph, Abigail and Sim...planned to go to d city..
for Milkshake.. @ Goldberg..
changed and waited for bus..

reached Goldberg..
order Milkshakes..
Sticky Date Pudding..
Apple & Blueberry Crumble..
Delicious~

*no pics..forogt to take..too irresistible to wait*

chit chat-ed for a couple of hours @ Goldberg..
WM came pick us up..at 11+pm..
head home..
dead tired..

calling it a night here...
Nights

d reason we went out for Goldberg was that
i was kinda down..and everyone wanted to cheer me up..
thanks to all - Sim, Steph and Abigail.. Thank You !
i really felt alot better and..somehow..got some answers too..
hehehe..
hope we could go for unexpected outings more often..
really enjoy ur company..
-xoxo-

so, decided edi..
trying to get back to ma old self..
keeping maself bz..and not think too much
i want my Happy-Go-Lucky self back !!
and from there..see how things go..
not quitting juz yet..