Episode 9 - Durian, Embrassment & Lacking

another day in the lab..

a long day in d lab actually..

started off the day with a talk with my professor..

he gave us some word of advice..

some motivational inspiration..

so that we have our heads ahead of the game..

so to speak..hehehe..

then, i started my day of lab work around noon..

all d way till 5pm..

stayed in the lab for a couple of hours..

had to improve on my presentation slides, as well as d speech..

gonna have a practice run tomorrow...

geez..butterflies again..

reached home around 7pm..

went to get some KFC,

30 pieces of Wicked Wings..hehehe

no..not me alone..Wyane, OiYin and Weifun too..

hehehe...

had wicked wings along with some leftover dishes..

half way tru dinner..

talked about going to the movies..

wanted to catch Angels & Demons..

OY checked d showing time, 9.20pm..

and it was almost 9pm..!! O.O

so quickly left..

went to Woolies to get WM's watermelon..

oh yeah..OY wanted Durian..nabeh~~

and rushed home to freshen up abit..

Wyane had to shower.. >.<

left d house at around 9.10pm..

and we reached d cinema at 9.20pm..

rushed to d counter..

asked for 4 tickets for Angels & Demons..

"sorry sir, but that doesnt show till next week.."

-________________-

rushed for nothing..

and Oy said 9.20pm showing tiam.. Gek Si !!

so..switch movie..

Ghost of Girlfriends Past.

pretty nice movie..

romance and comedy..

moral of the story..

Know d One U Truly Love,

Dun Live With Regrets

after d movie..

we dropped by Oy's place..

for durian..nabeh~~ >.<

smelly la..that stupiak fruit..

king of fruits tiam..must b d smell that crowned it King..

OY, showing off her durian..

me, trying to open the King..i hate durian ~~

sharing d hardwork with the crowd..Lolz

flesh of the King..he hasnt shower in months..stinks !

Look at her Go !! enjoying herself to d max !!

2 weirdos who loves durian..

once Wyane and Oy satisfied themselves..

i mean with d durian..

i meant..after they're done with d durian..

ah~i mean.. after eating durian larh~~

we went home..

showered..relax..and now..

blogging..

to my faithful readers..Lolz..

nights. xoxo

guts and confidence..

2 things that i feel i lack..

or maybe not lack..

2 things that i know i dun have..

no guts to approach..

and coz of this..

i shy away..

everytime i do..

i freaking hate myself for doing so..

in my room..

juz pondering and asking..

"WHY !!??"

so many things to ask..like..

"wanna go for a movie?lunch or breakfast tomorrow after ur class"

never get to ask..

maybe it coz of d period of not having this feeling for so long..

d feeling of courting?chasing? a girl?

lolz..

used to have is d feeling to care..and like..

but not this..this i never feel for some time..

all i know now is..

to let time prove itself..

and maybe by doing so...

could also see how things goes..

Episode 8 - Victorious But Not

last night..had a late night..
slept like around 5am..
and this morning..woke up at 8am..
had to get ready for lab work..


got to the lab..
did a few stuff and
i had to let them incubate overnight..
so..i went home..


helped WM with his assignment..
continued from last night..
he made a few sketches..
and when it was time to really draw it..
i helped him traced his sites..
hehee...kinda fun..but tiring..



Sim HaeYoung and Abigail (not in pic) helped too..

they did d more difficult part..
cutting d boards to make d model..


after hours of work,
WM decided to shift to the uni to continue on,
so that he could stay there late and
still hand in his assignment..


continued to help him in uni..
but after awhile..had to go home..
had to get ready for a comp tonight..


after taking a light shower,
went back to uni and continued working..
left for the court at around 6.30pm..


when i got there,
d court i mean..
saw a familiar face..a guy i played with b4..
he ask if i wanted to play for d team..
i guessed..
"y not?? yea i'll give it a go.."


so he introduced me to his team..
and one of them
Lauren McGrath..#7
hehehe...cantik betul..~~ #.#


we played 2 quarters..15 minutes each..
for d 1st quarter..all my passes were to her..hahaha..
hopefully she scored abit la..


then entering d 2nd half..
we were down like 6..
and towards d last few minutes..
we were down 5..
somehow,
I managed to get 6 consecutive points..
which made us lead by 1..
till d end of the game..


wuuhoo~~ felt great during d time..hahaha
maybe, socred 14 points, 5/6 rebounds and 6 assists..
but lots of fouls...i think got 3/4 Lolz~


after that game was another game
which i was supposed to play...
we lost tho..maybe no cantik punya..hahaha..
we were leading by 14..but somehow..
they creeped up and won by 6...damn it..


after d game..
went home and took a nice shower
and went back to uni to get WM..
d security were chasing them off from the studio..
lolz~


so picked WeiFun & them up and we all went for dinner..
at Oceanic..some chinese restaurant..or stall..
this was wad i had..
chillie pepper squid with rice


guess this is it..
that was wad my day was like..
gonna continue of d last season of Prison Break..hehe

Chaoz~


p.s: d outing last night i had was juz socializing..
extending network of frens...
nth much..juz frens going out chit chatting..
jangan fikir banyak banyak ya~ =)

Episode 7 - Scars and Tissues

First of all...

the scars...

i didnt notice it at first..

till like a fren of mine asked..

"eh..ur eye brow today special ah.."

i was like..

"special ler..*thinking wads so special..*"

then i looked into the rear view mirror..

"WHAT THE F@#K~~!!!"

"what is this oh? how come like this..??"

then Abigail reminded me..

"its from the oil larh..told u will got scar lorr.."

O.O

then..my face...whole day got 1 lined eye brow...

haeyoung called me 1-lined-eye-brow boy... =.=

but she did help it look better by applying some powder..

like women's cosmetics or something..

to help even the skin tone..hehehe...didnt do much...

in fact, haeyoung further called me make-up-boy.. >.<

so...i spend d whole day at home..

regenerating..was tired...dont know y..

then at about 8pm..

went out to uni to meet a with a fren..

we set this date to catch a movie...

but it didnt turned out that way..lolz..

we met in uni at around 8pm...

she wasnt ready yet with her assignment..

so WM and i took wayne to tapau his dinner..

and WM later drop me back in Uni..

i was in uni till like 9.40pm ..

then we left for the cinema..

movie starts at 9.30pm..hehee..

reached the cinema..counters were already closed..

so..we head for woolies instead..she had some groceries to buy..hahaha..

talked abit..then went to her place to put down the groceries..

after that...

we went to this place in Newcastle City..

where we could see the view of Nobby's Beach and part of Newcastle..

very nice view..

chit chat-ed for like a couple of hours..

reached home at about 2am++

now..juz helping KaiYee with her essay..

and hopefully able to give WM a helping hand with his assignment too..

its arts..so i'm not sure if i'll be much of a help..hehee..

getting tired..

but hopefully i'll be able to stay awake..

gotta get some rest too..

coz got a game at 7.20pm tomorrow..

*finally being drafted..sort of..hehehe..*

Episode 6 - Nervous, Anxious & A Whole Lot

The Day has finally come..

few days of preparations..

and now..the real thing begins....>.<

woke up at 9am...could hardly get off..

the weather...so nice to sleeeeep~~~

but anyhow..managed to..

wash up..dress up...and i'm off...to Uni..

reached the lab..everyone was like..

"its today isnt it? ur talk..wad time is it again??"

i was like...

"yeap..its today..1pm...thanks for reminding me~~"

got off and did my rehearsal in d office..

few lab mates came in and checked on me..

"dont stress Shaky..it'll be fine.."

"u shud get some rest u know.."

"its only 20 minutes..c'mon.."
i did few more practices and i went for lunch..

till about 1pm...i entered d hall..

inside..seated 10-20 Doctors, 1 Professor, few Students with Masters..

and me..Nervous as hell..Shaking like ..like..something that shakes alot..

when it was time for me..i gave it my all..

20 passed..well supposed to be 20 minutes..

but i stood there for like 30-40 minutes..

got bombarded with questions and comments..

luckily..i could still handle some of them..

while some..my supervisor had to help me ..hehe..

Thanks Mark..!!

overall..they commented that i did a great job..

well prepared..and good slides..

just that i need to fiddle around with the pictures more..

after presenting..i went to the cafeteria..

relaxed abit and chit chat-ed with frens..

went home around 4-5pm..

workout abit and showered..


left for Oy's place for dinner..

i had leftovers from the trial night..

had to finish them..hehehe..

so..my dinner was...

Modified Stuffed Chicken baked with bacon and honey..

Oy and Wf had steak with black pepper sauce, potatoes and salad..

overall..Chicken tasted superb..lolz..

so now..i'm back home..blogging..

after this gonna catch a few episodes of Prison Break Season 3..hehehe..

getting intense now..heheh..

by the way..

wad do u all think of tattoos??

i was thinking of getting 1..or maybe 2..hehehe..

1 is for my parents and bro's birth date..(on my hands)

2nd is for me..my birth date.. like a bar code (on d back of my neck)

number will be in romans..so..i think its kinda cool..hehehe..

still thinking about it tho..

p.s from the previous blog..maybe some would have misunderstood...

the sexy curves that i was refering to was the glass...the curves of the glass...nth else ok..

everything was describing the glass and the honey lemon drink... >.<"

Episode 5 - I Stand Alone

woke up today..felt like it was freezing..at around 10am..

woke up early today..only to see..that i was abit late.. =(

so, went to freshen up ..and continued a few touches on my presentation..

didnt spend much time on it..

continued with Prison Break..

finally..i am done with Season 2..hehehe...

guess i'm gonna skip Season 3 and straight to Season 4..

been procastinating and slacking for the whole day..

till about 3pm..hungry and went out with a couple of friends ..

to get a meal..at Hungry Jacks..

chit chat-ed abit till about 5/6pm..

showered and back in front of my lappie again..

been feeling lousy d whole day...

dont know y i'm feeling this lousy..

its like upset + bored (maybe..felt alone) =s

and i cant do anything about it..

usually i dun mind being alone..but..

somehow...argh~~~

still full from Hungry Jacks..

skipped dinner...practiced my speech a little..

juz going back to the speech..made me feel..

even more miserable..

then..she came along..

made me feel a whole lot better..

her curves were sexy, cool as ice and ..

so she so sweet..

she refreshed me..

Thank You...HONEY...LEMON..Lolz~

*thanks to u who made it too...it was sweet.. =) *

probably have sweet dreams tonight..

if i can sleep larh~~~ =s

Episode 4 - Dilemma & Current Addiction

have u ever been unsure of what u want?

like, if u should go ahead and try something..

not sure if u should give it a shot..

but if u do..u might regret it in someway..

things could turn out d way u want it to be..or juz d opposite..

this kind of things really make u go crazy at times..

right now..i freakin hate d word "regret"

how i wished this word doesnt exist..

without it..

i wouldnt be in this dilemma..

regret of doing it..but then again..regret if i didnt give it a try..

when this kind of problems reveals itself..

i dont know what to do..dont know who to talk to..

all i know is..to listen to music..

to me..some musics and their lyrics are from life experiences..

what ppl have been tru..and how they express their thoughts and feelings..

in a very creative way..hehe..

one of the songs i like is a song by the Bee Gees,

but Adam Lambert (American Idol 09) give it his twist..

which made d song a whole lot nicer.. *my opinion*

d lyrics are meaningful and have great expression of feelings..

it goes a lil' something like this...

Don't Know Why I Am Surviving Every Lonely Day

When There Is Got To Be No Chance For Me

My Life Would End And It Does Not Matter How I Cry

My Tears Of Love Are A Waste Of Time

If I Turn Away Am I Strong Enough To See It Through

Go Crazy Is What I Will Do

If I Can Not Have U, I Do Not Want Nobodi Baby

If I Can Not Have U, I Can Not Have U

I Don't Want Nobody Baby, If I Can't Have U

Can Not Let Go And It Doesn't Matter How I Try

I Gave It All So Easily To U

My LoveTo Dreams That Never Will Come True

Am I Strong Enough To See It Through

Go Crazy Is What I Will Do

another song that i am currently addicted..

is a song by Rascal Flatts, What Hurts The Most *entry song of my blog*..

this song is again re-sang by Danny Gokey (American Idol 09)

its a super nice song..

Adam Lambert and Danny Gokey are my 2 favs to be in the American Idol Finals..

let's see if my 6th sense serves me right..hehehe

Episode 3 - Dead Tired, But All The Worth

Woke up this morning..saying :

"i could not believe i dreamt what i dreamt..it was sooo nice.."

i really did not want to wake up..

how i wish at that moment in time,

i could fall right back to sleep and have to dream it all over again..

but..it wasnt possible this morning.. >.<

after getting by that sweet feeling..

freshen up, and did a few touches on my Monday presentation slides and speech..

for about an hour or 2.. *seemed like i spent quite some time on it* hehe..

till around 11am..

took my shower and had some snacks while watching nba

left home about 12noon for basketball..

WeiMan, Sim, Wayne, Stephanie and I

played few games with ZhenJie, Andrew, Lin and Derek

kinda fun game..

reached home around 4-5pm..

plans with a fren for tonight got cancelled

so decided to prepare dinner for the house..

*remembered...i owe Stephanie*

started with the preprations at around 5pm..

went back and forth from woolies..

*keep forgetting ingredients..nervous as it was my first time*

grate, sliced, chop, roll, pouch, cool, fry, bake..

Abigail helped around, boiling potatoes and mashing them up..

grating the parmesan cheese..

*woried of owing her a massage*

*she said that..wasnt sure if it was a hint.. :x*

WeiMan helped with the passing and moving of stuff..hehehe..

time flew by..8pm !!

3 hours..just like tat.. O.O

Dinner was Ready !!

here are d pics..Enjoy~

slicing the Stuffed Chicken

Stuffed Chicken with Pistachio nuts

Stuffed Chicken, Lettuce Salad and Shephards Pie

apparently everyone seemed to enjoy it..so it seems..hehee..

cleaned the dishes and washed the kitchen, vacuum and mop the floor..

*i made a mess in the kitchen*

*floor was oily shiny !!* Lol~

that was what my day was like..

dead tired from previous days..

but preparing dinner for my wonderful housemates..

WAS ALL WORTH IT !!~~

so..here ends..

back to Prison Break..hehe..

chaoz~