Episode 34 - Music to My Ears

today was an off day for me..
didnt go for lab...

instead..woke up at 9.30 for breakie..
together with Andrew and ZhenJie..
had Hungry Jacks breakie..
after tat..
Andrew went home,
while ZhenJie and I drop by at AIC..

spend d whole day in AIC..
got addicted to a new facebook game..
Typing Maniac..
ZhenJie intro this to me..
hahahaha..
spent d whole afternoon challenging each other..

went home at around 5pm..
got ready d ingredients for dinner..
and off to the court..

played with Lin..
with his Next sem team mates..
*i dont know their names*
Andrew, ZhenJie and Jr was there too...

i think today was my day for bball..
i myself was kinda shocked with d shots i was able to make..
felt like i couldnt miss..hahahaha..
Jr said..
"give d ball to him...he cant miss..."
"go on..shoot it..u wont miss..."
"does he play often..i mean..is he in d NBL??"

one of Lin team mates said..
"wad r u doing here?? u shud be in d nba or something.."
"is he gonna play in the competition next sem? will we be against him?"

at that moment..
i was like..
*WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~*
*kembang sia~~~*

i went home happy..Lol..
cooked dinner..
after awhile..
ZhenJie and Andrew came over..
for ps3 gaming..
PES2009..
celaka..i kena tapau like mad la..
3-0 hahahaha..

mostly spent d night watching Andrew and ZhenJie..
some more say ..
i shud pay to watch them play..
F@#kers la really..hahahahh..

Episode 33 - Wake Up!!

*alarm tone rings*
*uhh~~ 5.30am ah?? okok...*

*switches off alarm*
*lie down awhile more la....*

*uhh~~~ wad tiem now??*
*o.O*

"Holy Shit...6.45am !!!"
*lol..late for training edi la..*

*sleep back till 7.30am*

thats how my day started..

and from there on..
pretty free day..
meeting at 9-10.30..
and basically free from then onwards..

left for Jesmond at about 5..
went to get a sleeping bag..
didnt know its pretty pricey..
had to get one for the Uni Games..

caught up with zhenJie and YeongLee at woolies too..
run into them and they asked if free to have dinner with them..
planned to skip dinner but..
since i'm there with them..might as well..
had dinner at Oceanic..

after dinner..
came home..
showered and off again..
Zhenjie picked me up for a movie..
AGAIN..
TRANSFORMERS 2 !!

i'm telling u..
this movie is the bomb..
if u're not into robots and mechanical stuff..
u have to be into Megan Fox..
she is smokin' hot !!

after movies..
i'm back..home..
posting this up..
and probably gonna go off to bed soon..
Andrew and ZhenJie and I gonna have breakie tomorrow..
right before lab..Lol..

p.s: came home today, checked me blog..and saw 4 comments on my recent post..
was kinda suprised..comments from 4 different ppl..
didnt know that they visited my blog..
thanks y'all..
feels nice to know that frens are there..somehow..Lol~
i also got visit ur blog de ma..
all of u 4..Lol...

Episode 32- Big Day Preparation

haven really got the time to blog for the past couple of days..

been caught up with lab work and bball training..

juz recently found out tat the team colour for the Newcastle team is..

Maroon and White..

not my kind of colour but..

after having a first look at the jersey..

turned out to be quite ok..

cant wait to try out d jersey and see how it fits..

team mates are so big..that i actually wear a S.. =S

so..to prepare for the comp...

thought of getting a pair of shoes..

to somehow match with the jersey..

but..couldnt find any...

so decided to get a new pair instead..Lol

another Zoom Kobe IV..

to those guards,

i highly recommend this shoe..

its so comfy,

although its a low cut shoe,

when playing in it, u need not worry about ankle support..

its juz tat superb..

which of the above is d nicest?

i'm aiming for the middle one..hehehe..

another shoe that i have been eyeing since..ermm..

since 2005 is the Nike Huruache...

dont know why i like this shoe..ehhehe..i think its juz nice..Lol

juz got back from bball before i blog this post..

had one of the biggest cuts i ever had..

LOL~~~

this one, d blood juz wont stop gushing out ..

had to wash it with cold water for a few minutes,

before it actually slowed down d bleeding..

till here~

nights..

another early day tomorrow..

6am training..Damn Damn lorr~~~ hehee

Episode 31 - Staying Ahead of D Game

another tiring day..
guess haven got enough sleep and rest from saturday..
its just me not having d habit of getting afternoon naps..
if i could..believe me..i would..lol..

today had a short day at lab..
came home around lunch time..
had lunch..
strawberry pancakes with ice cream..
first time having desert as my lunch..
well..
there's always a first for everything..hehehe..

Steph's leaving today..
she had lunch with us..before leaving for a 1.45pm exam..
finished at 3...chit chat-ed abit at home..
and we all sent her to d airport..

when we got home..
i showered..freshen up abit...
and off to lab again..

i'm gonna have few late nights this coming days..
hopefully this would ease my weeks to come..
get off early from lab..
so i could spend more time at home next week..

still at d lab at d moment..
sleepy nya~~~
and hungry too Lol..

today found out...
one my plans during the holidays..
back fired ah..lol..
thinking back about it..
sendiri also will laugh..hahahaha...
"then u man man plan la.."
i was like =.= / >.<
Ah~~~paiseh nya..hahahhaa...
Melb ah Melb...
y just u have H1N1 now ler..
*phoo~~~blows away d virus*
if can go Melb for like just 4 days..
picture perfect..
darn it..
*this was just for me to read back in years to come and laugh at myself..
reminding myself of some of my funny moments..not directing to anyone*

Episode 30 - Exhausted........

went down to sydney on saturday..
took d 7.20am train down to sydney central..
*thanks ZhenJie for offering me a ride to d station*
met up with OiYin at central at about 11am..
and from there we started our journey to Bondi..

of all days..
Saturday was d day that had to rain cats and dogs..
even little puppies and kittens also dropped !!
rain non stop weh...

had to run from bus stop to bus stops..
and finally found d one to Bondi..

reached Bondi..
had lunch at some Japanese food court..
as usual..love my Unagis...Lol..

then..
i went to the errmm..
Build-A-Bear Workshop...
actually i build a puppy la..
Lol..
stuffed with hopefully enough wools..
hope its not too soft or hard..
juz comfy enuff to hug..
while i was stuffing it..
d lady asked me to make a wish..
holding this ermm..
heart-shaped stitched button..

i made one..
and of all things...
she asked me to kiss it so tat d wish come true..
i was like o.O and =.= and >.<"
"do i have to??"
"yea...its part of d process.."
eventually..i did it..
from d faces all d kids there,
i'm prettysure they were like thinking..
"y is this guy taking so long to finish up his pup.."

abit paiseh la..

then..it was time to make d pup's birth cert..
had a pretty hard time thinking of a name..
wanted it to be Lullaby..
maybe d pup would help when sleeping..lullaby..
then wanted it to be related to her name..
so..decided..
LilAbi.. *pronounced as Lil-laby, almost like lullaby*
but then when i typed it out..
read like malay ah..==
at d end putting up a "-" Lol...
Lil-Abi..

then rush back to train station..
again..still raining..
caught d 4.15 train...
reached Newcastle at around 7ish...
zhenJie again..picked me up..

reached home and started making a cake..
some sort of cherry panetone choc cake..
alongside with a trifle..

d cake was kinda disasterous la..
hopefully...effort counts ba..Lol..
and also hoped she liked d Pup la..
*pray pray*

ended Saturday there...

Sunday..
passed very very quickly..
woke up at 10ish...
went to the gym at 11..
bball training syarted at 12noon..
and i played till 7pm..
so it was like basically 8 hours of bball...
Lol..
came home..dined abit..and sleep...

Monday..
woke up at 6.40am to get to lab..
thought it was gonna be a long day but..
finished at around 2plus..
went to jesmond abit..get some food ..
and also wanted to try get something to help fix Abi's broken clothes hanger..
tak dapat cari ah..cis~~
all sell hooks dont know for wad..

came home..picked Steph, Abi and Sim up
then sent them to jesmond..
picked them up after awhile..
dined, and played bball again at 8pm..hehehe..
now home..showered...and gonna sleep..
buai~!

Episode 30 - Someone Help Me

have you ever question yourself..
"how well do I know myself?"

i've always been questioning myself with this same question..
over and over again..
somehow..
i can never get a definite answer..
its like..
one time, u know who you are..
you know what you are...
then the next time you know it..
you're questioning yourself again..
doubting youself..

i used to know myself as the egoistic guy..
sometimes i let ego stand in my way..
and for that..
i miss out alot of opportunities to experience life..

today, i am who i am..
i am a person..
who is not affected by egos/egoes?.. by ego..
i dun give a shit of what ppl think of me..
or how they view me before even knowing me..
thats what they wanna view me as..
thats what they wanna do..
so be it..
i'm just gonna live my life as it is..

in the past, i talk alot..
i say whatever i wanna say..
and during that time..
i have to say that i have regreted..
regreted on things that i have said..
cause, some ppl may just not be able to take it..
what i say doesnt offend them..
its just tat..maybe they're not used to ppl being so direct?
i dont know..........
and for that, i may have offended some ppl too....

thats y i try not to talk too much...
like..
just say things that i can share..
u know like..
in general stuff..
rather be quiet and just go with the flow..
if someone plans something..i'm just gonna go ahead and follow it..
not gonna ask "why" or suggest..
just gonna go with it..
maybe i'd ask some questions..
just to be abit familiar with the plans made..
thats all my intentions are..

but..
why is it when i dun say anything..
i mean...when i dun talk about anything..
and i just go with whatever is brought on the table..
i still feel i've offended some ppl..

and in this blog..
i felt that i have offended ...
some very important ppl in my life..
i would never think of anything ..
that could ever jeopardize this friendship..
what have i done? and what should i do now?

if i just continue to chat like normal..
would i be seen as being ignorant?

if i just stay in my room...
not thinking about this..
what kind of person would i be viewed as?

right now..
either way..
i'm in a lose lose situation..
thats y..
i am here...writing this..
hoping someone out there..
who have been in my shoes..
could help me..
share some opinions and advices with me..
i really need some advice on how to deal with this..

i've been in this boat before a couple of years back..
and that didnt turn out well at all..
i do not want 2007 to repeat itself..

what could i possibly do..to not piss anyone off??
anyone..i need help..ASAP !!!

Episode 29 - Prayers

Been pretty tired last few days..
haven been able to rest well enough...
sent Abi and her parents to the airport on wednesday morning..
4.45am..
early in d morning..
was hoping there wont be any random checks by the police..
lucky there wasnt when we were on our way to the airport..
made it to the aiport safe and sound..hehehe..

while driving back..
i kinda missed a junction without realizing..
end up..making a big detour..
it was supposed to be a 20 minute drive back home..
it took me about 40 minutes..
i detoured till the city..
IN THE CITY..MANY POLICE !!
but..God and Luck was on my side..
didnt meet any of them..hehehe

reached home at around 6am..
pray pray abit..then went back to sleep..
till about 10..had to go back to lab..

finished lab at about 3..
and went straight to the gym..
shoot around abit..and did abit of weights..
had kfc for dinner..
and watched a movie..
Role Models.. by Sean William Scott..
Damn funny movie..hahahaa..
Sean and Paul Rudd were both hilarious..

today was another early morning..
but i managed to squeeze breakfast at Hungry Jacks b4 lab..
hehehe..
stayed in lab till about 3..
and went to get some stuff from Woolies..
something i'm preparing..Lol..

thats about it for the day..
another busy day at the lab again tomorrow..

gotta rest well..

I pray that you will enjoy yourself,

and that you would always stay in good health,

pray that God would keep you safe,

Guide You and Bless You,

Take Care..Miss You..